Why are men such tricksters?
Do they ever feel the hurt they caused?
Do they at least give a damn about the consequences of their actions?
Men are just dumb and brute. So very physically oriented species.
They cant think out of their pants for even a couple of minutes.
Insensitive, unfeeling, carnal, and selfish creatures.
"I know i recently decided to gamble with men. To wear my heart out in the open. But at this point, I'm just expressing my apprehension about men. And what I think of them as a result of my past experiences."
"To those few who are not, what's described here...and those who are trying to prove me wrong..my sentiments does not concern you...and so my apologies."
I've been keeping it all bottled up inside me. All my frustrations in life.
Never were or is an easy thing for me to open up and let go of my precious sentiments. I hold on to them as if they're the only possession I have that kept me going day by day. Afraid I might fall to pieces once i dig it out of the box.
Spontaneously , it happened with No prodding or prying from others I bared part of my soul to an unexpected friend in an unconventional manner. I poured out my sentiments in the F44 uzzap chatroom. Everything was a blur since i was quite drunk when I did this. Caught off guard, it all came flowing out of me.
Hahaha the irony of life. I actually felt better having done that.
The worse part it I posted it for all to read, no bars held. With my mind's sluggish ability to think of privacy or repercussions.
The worst is I couldn't remember everything I said. Whether I went all out or kept some of it.
Such an uncanny episode that was.
The good thing though is I found a new friend worthy of my possessions...
Thanks my ogremagi...my brushtit guy...U were there when I needed a friend.
oh bad i wrote a comment here.. didnt see the verification.. xets and now its gone!
ReplyDeleteit's so deep i can't tungkad! hahaha neways, i feel u ms.O, there were times in my life i thought of doing what men can do, to show them i am not easy but too bad in the end i let myself fall for them. ahhhh such fragile heart of mine.. i never thought i can do things what i did before with my lovelife, u know what i mean ms.O its like seeking something on others which i didnt find with my past bfs.. i guess im just too weak and let d situation flow, maybe im just so dependent and wants company but im bad, it's a mistake i know.
ReplyDeleteJam with all those things i wrote. I admit, when it comes to men, esp. am no better than any of our species...
ReplyDeleteIts just good to let it out...and maybe somehow broadcast awareness to those male species out there.
haha.go share it to the world shinne. You are not alone to let out of your feelings (a bit at least). Believe me, it doesn’t feel good to bottle them up. Over time, they’re gonna build up and come out like BOOOM! You aren't made of stainless steel, after all.
ReplyDeleteBut hmm…I like to hear more about your Ogre Magi huh! Ahihi. Annd ohhh let there be a Leshrac comin’ my way too.Hahaha.